Yeah, I keep going off the grid, I know.
I can say however I am as of now, officially cured of my anxiety and my depression is only slightly above the sub-clinical level. Work and the general public no longer have as much of a heavy effect on my mood and my mental state, however that does not excuse the fact that people are the still the major cause of my stress. I'm an introvert, I don't do people at all, I hate crowds and being face to face to people I don't know. I only do it as its a paycheck at the end of the day and everyone needs a job to cover expenses. I also finally got my degree from the Uni after 2 years of waiting, I passed on merit alone as I sure as hell didn't pass based on knowledge as those bastards didn't teach me a single damned usable thing. So yeah, I got a completely useless bit of paper saying I can do websites when I can't. Yay me, now if they'd pay me the 12k instead of trying to make me for wasting 2 years of my life, that'd be great.
Don't get me wrong, I like my job and I'm damned good at it, I just don't like people face to face a lot. I face the risk of a possible lapse but I'm a hell of a lot stronger mentally then to give into that. I'm still waiting on 2 commissions I've paid for both a few months ago, sadly I won't be uploading them here as they are both furry artwork (my sona, whom is the dragon in my profile pic on here and I'm pretty sure I mentioned a while back that I was a fur, been on since I was 12 xD) and NSFW with my mate (for those who don't know, I do have a special someone, completely ironic considering what I've said above but he's such a sweetheart and an awesome dragon and person <3)
So yeah, I'm back for now, I might get back into drawing but its unlikely, I don't have the time normally and I've been putting all my spare time into spending time with my mate, FFXIV and HC_SVNT_DRACONES ("Here be Dragons" its Latin, which I speak and can read ^w^) with some furs in America I met in a D20 group on FA, they are an awesome bunch of people and I feel quite at home with them. They aren't like the stereotypes that are attached to furries and neither am I. I'm happy with my boyfriend and thats that. I don't do that murry-purry crap and I'm not creepy unlike the very small and very vocal minority that the media focuses on and labels us all as such.
You get your "Desperado Leonardos" and crazies in all fandoms or communities but not everyone is.
Azeric a.k.a SorenDarkheart